15 December 2011

try try again

so I started the month of November with the valiant intention of participating in Blogher.com's NaBloPoMo or National Blog Posting Month. it's a challenge to post content to your blog once a day for 30 days.

I really had the most sincere intentions.

then about a week into the challenge the hubby, kiddo and I up and rapidly moved BACK from new jersey to maryland (in case you missed it, we'd just moved to new jersey in july). it was a massive undertaking with just daddyluv and I, and was done hastily since our finances had reached the 'point-of-MUST-return'. so blogging fell by the wayside.

and yes, I could've written about the experience as I was going thru it, the exhaustion, the stress, the cost, yadda yadda yadda. but honestly I just didn't wanna.

it sucked. it depressed me and I cried a lot. I got sick, hell all three of us got sick and we're just feeling fully well again. I relied on daddyluv to keep us financially and, more importantly, emotionally stable because I simply couldn't manage either. I wish I had it in me to have documented the experience but right now just remembering the experience is hard enough, I'm not in the mood to solidify it in writing.

it sucked.

but it's done, that part at least, and now we've been welcomed into the home of family. we're safe, we're comfortable, we're healthy, we're together and we're good. very, very good. so I am in the mood to start again. start the whole 'blog post a day' business again, that is.

so for (at least) the next 30 days I'll share something with all those who care to look. either photos, music, information or inspiration, occasionally I might even write something! :) I'm just gonna share!

and this time if things go all wacky (and that could happen at any moment) I'll share a cat video from YouTube or a photo of babyluv or something. #FakeItTilYouMakeIt

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